Guess what?
After working here for 1 and a half year
Finally I got my confirmation letter
but I do not feel happy at all
It's just feel like I fall into a mouse trap
I have to give one month notice when I'm really decide to leave
Still feeling not happy after working for so long
Blame myself for being too stupid to get a job
Also blame for being so unlucky to meet this kind of colleagues
Sometimes male really would be more annoying than female
damn why is life so hard
damn why am I need this job to survive
After a long time
Covid instead of getting better but the cases is rising everyday
but our stupid government still chose to not declare mco
I may not understand how economy will be
but I do understand that if they do not take any action
the death cases will keep rising and rising
People never understand life is so important
they all still dare to go everywhere to have fun or shopping
why can't everyone be discipline to save yourself and others?
I'm the one whom wanted to stay home so badly but I can't
as I need to work for surviving
okay maybe some of them same as me
but why is the rest all coming out??
I mean if you all do not need to working outside
why do you all have to come out??
Stay at home watch youtube or play game
wouldn't be happy than staying at outside?
It's already end of May but I still did nothing
How am I gonna to improve myself
and yes I lost most of the friends since last year
I found out the reason
IT IS BECAUSE im sucks.
kbye.